Hey Jaydog...I have read alot of your posts this morning and they seem to be pointing to suicidal possibilities
Are you feeling ok? Did you have such a bad day that you have to kill yourself over it? I hope you are ok..The posts just shocked me a little bit. Nothing is worth taking your life...I can't believe I'm saying this when I have thought about it myself because of my health but am still tuffing it out. Trust me though...It's not worth it man..If you need to talk though..I'm here
I'm still your friend man
Take care and I hope you are ok 