I honestly don't know, if I'm being honest. Becuase right now I hate the Dolphins, I truly hate them.
I'm furious that the franchise wasted the last 5 years and countless draft picks on a rebuild that took us back to the exact same situation weve been in for decades, we wasted over a billion dollars on players who can't win big games or form a complete roster and I'm even more furious Girer is still employed.
In close to leaving, I truly am, I've said if Grier doesn't get fired at the end of the year, I'm leaving because I'll no longer be a fan of this team in any way.
As to the reason I'm still such a pain in the ass on FH, just take off the Aqua Glasses for 2 minutes and look at things through a critical lens and you will see the double standard bull **** that's allowed on here.
Aaaaand...why do you think that is?
I'm not being a dick. Seriously. (Edit: At least...I'm REALLY trying to not be.) But...this is a fan board. It isn't a Crossfire debate in which there's an expectation for equal parts positivity and negativity. Expecting "fair and balanced" is like going to a Muse concert and expecting equally positive and negative reviews online afterward.
You can actively root against other teams here. Actively rooting against the Dolphins is a bannable offense. That's a double standard, and it makes perfect sense here.
It's called "FinHeaven." You have to expect a little bit of leaning and bias toward hope and joy for the Dolphins. There are blind loyalists. There are also those who acknowledge the team's shortcomings, but still choose to root for them.
I try to fall into the second category, with the acknowledgement that I'm going to be pissed sometimes, and I'm going to be happy sometimes. But I can't control what Miami does. I am not responsible for their success or failure, and their losses are not a reflection on me personally. Taking that to heart has been oddly difficult, as I suspect it is for you.