I did the same damn thing - and you writing that you did it too made me feel a little less crazy and a little less guilty. I was in school in San Diego - I'd go to a sports bar and watch the Dolphin games every Sunday - I'd get the Dolphin Digest like 10 days after a game - so if they won a game and then lost a game I would be reading about a victory during a week when they lost - and then moved to South Carolina then North Carolina and dragged the old issues around with me all over the place. Why? I just did. Got married, bought a house - they were in a box in the basement - had kids sold the house moved to a house where the schools are better for the kids - then I trashed the box - it hurt to do it too.