That about sums it up. I was told by a friend after last weeks win "you don't even seem that excited" and the truth is I wasn't, because I know this team. We should be tied for, if not leading, the division right now. Extremely close loses to Buffalo, Tampa, and Baltimore put us in the same position we find ourselves in year after year…needing to win out, and require help from other teams.
I want to be excited, but so far this season we've gone 3-0, then 0-4, then traded back to back win/lose for 5 weeks. This inconsistency makes it incredibly hard to have the faith that we can run the table at this crucial time, especially with a team desperate to keep their playoff hopes alive followed by 3 tough division games to close the season. It's not impossible, but some homers here need to be realistic so as to not be massively disappointed if the miracle you're hoping for doesn't occur.