I wanna bump this up, I know that's frowned upon here lol, to let the ones that reached personally to know that you saved my life and my happiness. Now my wife and I have a 6 week old healthy beautiful little boy.
It still hurts to this day, but I've managed to cope with it enough that I rarely get emotional anymore. So to everyone that commented on this thread I want to say....Thank you. It meant more to me than words can describe to read faceless avatars have real feelings towards another faceless avatar. Much love to everyone..